still nothing. she is still gone. today was anything but easy. i feel low.

despite recent events, today was really good. i needed a good day. i learned quite a bit about a few different things; about this crazy beautiful world of ours. i know this happens everyday but i love it when i take time to acknowledge it. awesome ( Read more... )

its all very sad really. im going out of my mind.

( christmas with the wolff's 2004 )

"Take care.
I've been hurt before.
Too much time spent
on closing doors.
You may hate me,
but I'll remember to love you.
Goodbye,
don't cry.
You know why."
-r. yamagata

i wish i was barbara walters.

i said i would post wedding photographs, so here are a few i liked...

( It's like a dream, no end and no beginning )

Well, the wedding of the century has come to an end. It was everything it was cracked up to be. 57 steps, red balloons, trivial pursuit, bottomless champagne, caviar, candles, farmers, chefs, artists, and (of course)love. Brian and Natalie Wolff are off to Paris right this second. Luckily the excitement doesn't end there. Baby Wolff is due in April ( Read more... )

my heart is racing for no reason at all. well i suppose there is always a reason but i swear any reason i have is so ridiculous. my brain just doesnt stop. i can hear the conversations going on up there. it makes me want to hit myself.
ive been thinking alot about friends. im really not done thinking about them.

today i saw alfie. i love alfie.