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"Squint your eyes and look closer
I'm not between you and your ambition
I am a poster girl with no poster
I am thirty-two flavors and then some
And I'm beyond your peripheral vision
So you might want to turn your head
Cause someday you might find you are starving
And eating all of the words that you said"
-a.d.

tonight ladies and gentlemen, the impossible was achieved. I, Amanda Dailey, drove myself all the way to west hollywood. yes, three freeways, including the 405. mind you it was ten thirty at night but lets not get ahead of ourselves. baby steps. next year ill drive it during the day. maybe.

everything just continues to pile up.
i'm drowning.

im only posting this because i feel pathetic. life sucks right now. there is no other way to describe it. it sucks. i am not happy. dont tell me that i control my own happiness. i know that already. i want to connect. i want to stand out. i want something new. i want to stop crying at the end of the day and instead feel proficient. its just not ( Read more... )

i was so excited i couldnt stay still. totally one of the coolest experiences ever.

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i rented the movie mean creek.
i watched it.
so good. see it. unless of course you dont want to.

happy sixteenth birthday katie. i wish i could have celebrated with you.

katie was found and returned.

but she is already gone to utah.

so its been two weeks and i still have no idea where katie is. the other day i borrowed one of her scarfs and one of her bling rings that i love and i felt really guilty because i didnt ask her if it was okay. i hope she doesnt mind.

see hotel rwanda.