so, leeann got online right after i was bitching about missing here. lol. after today, though, i won't be able to talk to her until she gets to the states (unless we call each other, because i remembered to give her my number ( Read more... )

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i'm going to IDAHO next week ( Read more... )

i talked to b. today. he called me. it was...nice, i guess. no, i don't feel the pull to him like i used to, but in a way i guess it was nice to talk to him as "grown ups" and not fight. it was ok. i'm somewhat in shock, i don't really know what to think about it. i'm just glad i don't feel sick to my stomach when i think of him anymore ( Read more... )

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screw you.

go away.

everyone.

i was happy today. in a good mood. and then, suddenly, i feel alone and left out. not a good feeling at all ( Read more... )

lol. not going to denver. schedules are crazy right now. well, not mine, but daniel's. eek.

i am very happy today. very. very. very. happy.

wait, i lied. i'm not going to the movies this weekend. i totally spaced out my quick trip to denver! lol. oops.