Not the girl. Not that type. Never have been, never will?

Since I was little I've mostly focused on the good parts of me; always tried to be optimistic and nice to people never really ackowledging or knowing there was something different underneath. I admire the qualities of my  friends and family but I never bothered to figure out why they have ( Read more... )

i deleted my myspace a few days ago for a few raisins...well one kinda big one but now its back haha... oh well.
its really strange how weird and giganticcc it is once you're out
i never write here anymore...i think its just a few left who are reading so hello :) 
ssoo life hhm nothing that exciting. i work at a sketchy med spa and im following a ( Read more... )

seriously my mom is so nice! she never helps out and i told her i was broke from moving and deposits and blahblahblah and she sends this nice little thing with a check for 200


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i hate working to live. i wish i could afford a leave to figure out whats the smartest thing for my future

i worry about life so much. stupid "quality of life" haha screw that

gimme some money so i can breathe again. oxygen in the form of ccaaysh

vizitor of the week is Jeremy Crawford! He is finally coming to visit us tonight holy crap!

has anyone seen click? it was soo depressing like towards the end i almost cried as hard as titanic. but then the verrry ending made it ok but mad at the same time. i am happy in my new lovepad... we have jess's love sac in our loving room and haowwloween decamorations. i sugjuice you visit

i keep dreaming im pregnant. i dont even like kids that much!! its so frustrating!!

just when you have your ducks in a row, somehting happens and you find them out of place.
i thought i had it figured out. i thought i could make a bright future with you. nothing looks bright with you. i want to be happy for you... im your "friend", i should be. all i want is my happiness. i think it will make you happy.
nothing will make you happy. ( Read more... )

im so flippin hungry. my over-capacitated stomach is growling.
i feel like i cant live with a certain person in my life. and wehn i try and pull away, all i want is to be closer to him. life is funny like that. do whats best for you and then like a bad habit, crave the worst.
i think like anything, once you distance yerself, the cravings become less ( Read more... )

happy new year.

worthless phrase.