One of the hardest things about having a sister who is (on the outside) perfect is realizing that I will never be as good as her. Since we are all made differently, I will never accomplish the things she has so that no matter what I do, no matter how admirable, will never be up to par. Also, since she is directly connected to perfection in my mind ( Read more... )

AAAAAAAAAAH!!! the encore 2005 cd is in! we're having a party and then I CAN LISTEN TO IT WHENEVER I WANT!!! IM SO EXCITED. especially for a certain number featuring my two favorite guys in the entire universe...TODD AND COLLIN!!! GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! wow...im excited. so my pneumonias gone :-) woo hoo...and we're gonna go shopping again for my ( Read more... )

WHO IN THE FREAKIN HECK GETS WALKING PNEUMONIA IN THE MIDDLE OF FREAKIN AUGUST!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAH I had to leave camp early and miss all the cool stuff. so yeah, that was fun. so now im on my 5th round of antibiotics since February. SINCE FEBRUARY!!!! theres gotta be some type of reward for that. I should not be allowed to get sick for at least a ( Read more... )

THis past week has been so amazing. I grew in ways I didn't even know I could. I stretched myself spiritually and I learned so much. I fell in love...kinda. His name is Matt. He lives in Florida but he grew up in Australia so hes got the hott accent. purr...on the first night i stood behind him during worship time and he was totally genuine in the ( Read more... )

Well, tomorrow I head off to Chicago for a week! I'm kinda nervous. I'm going with my youth group and we're going to this evangelism convention thing where we learn how to approach people and then go out ON THE STREET and talk to ppl. eek. I hope I don't get shot. please pray for me. also pray that i can make the right decision with this thing im ( Read more... )

well, I'm back from camp. I had a great time...the first week. Counseling wasnt the best thing in the world but it was still a good experience. I missed my friends so much. It was so hard being gone for 2 weeks in a row. man alive. BUT THE BIG NEWS IS...MY SISTER IS ENGAGED!!! gah! I'm so happy for her. Gary was so cute about how he asked her. He ( Read more... )

GAH!!! I GOT MY HAIR CUT!!! its soooo short and i love it. I think it looks cute tehe. well, tomorrow i'm leaving for camp for 2 weeks!!! PLEASE SEND ME A LETTER!!! I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! the address is ( Read more... )

I feel empty, yesterday was our last gig with Encore 2005. I cried so hard...in the bathroom. when I saw Collin crying it was all over. it was sad because he wanted the last song we sang together to be old friends, but some ppl wanted to sing deck the halls, and he didnt want to. thats why he was so upset. he wanted to let the moment happen and let ( Read more... )

we're done recording the encore cd...tomorrows our last gig...im infatuated with the guy who says "check ten"...SHIT...sry...im going to explode with grief. and i went to old navy and found a cute skirt for 50% off...it lied it was 34 dollars...so i could buy it. GURGH. thats the kind of stuff that pushes u over the edge. also watching the pops dvd ( Read more... )

wow, what a day. we had a party for Judy. Encore sang for good...even though we should have sung old friends, oh well. the alumni encore sang I'll be seeing you...sigh...and everyone sang how can i keep from singing?...it was so emotional. Judy was talking to the underclassmen, and she said, "...make it better next year..." i lost it. I realized ( Read more... )