two days in palm desert...then off to oregon.
ahhh, i can hardly wait. i wont have to lie, ill be there for more than six hours, and it will cost less than five hundred dollars. yay!

i miss you darling.

I am so going to kick xkagomex out of the house. They keep on stealing my Doritos!

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yeah, these things are dumb...but im bored.

Your Seduction Style: The Dandy


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why must i vacillate so often from one feeling to another? bleh. is it normal to be wonderful one day and horrible the next and then wonderful again? i suppose its better than feeling nothing...which is what im usually left with ( Read more... )

ive been eighteen for two days.
does it feel any different?
not one bit.

i hate being like this. im not good enough. i cant even control myself enough not to hang up. too impulsive. too jealous. too screwed up.

i feel bad when she cant talk to me. i feel worse when i hurt her.
then im just a big mess of bad feelings.
and it always happens.

sometimes nights taste like chocolate. and everything feels wonderful. and maybe youve forgotten the bad. the stress. the responsibility youre supposed to have. and you wonder. how long. it. will. last.

why does it have to be unbearable. why am i obsessive. bleh. i cant sleep. i cant read. i cant concentrate. i cant sit still. i cant be in my room. i cant do anything. i worry. i think the worst. i am cold. but sweating. i cant handle when im like this. maybe she had codeine and is asleep. but probably not. i want to rip this feeling from my veins ( Read more... )

i feel horrible right now. i thought today would be a good day...get off work early, come home, talk to my beautiful girlfriend, have a nice, relaxing night. no. my parents came in and decided to eat when i was supposed to be getting off work at nine. so i had to stay an extra hour. how wonderful. its okay, extra money is nice. but i was so looking ( Read more... )