Comments | loverofsadness: [where do you go from here]

loverofsadness

[where do you go from here]

Aug 19, 2003 11:26

did you hear, the copycat's gotten loose again. Blackouts in the middle of broad daylight ( Read more... )

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darktrinity August 20 2003, 02:01:42 UTC

all that i have said and all that i have done, i did for you. not for your Love. not for your attention. not for what you have to offer me. i did it solely for you. until you come to understand this, you will never comprehend why i came to you, why i spoke of Hope, why i showed you Love, and why i left. until you realize this, you will never grow out of your feelings of betrayal, abandonment and despair. you can either open your eyes or drown in self-pity.

loverofsadness August 20 2003, 19:56:24 UTC

I have come to understand this because you have said it all before, only i don't think it is a matter of opening my eyes or drowning in self-pity. I have realized these things, and accepted them, thanking you for leaving in my acceptance. Oh darling, really, don't look so deep into some of the things i might write in my journal. It is here for thoughts and feelings, and that is exactly what it was; a thought.