ok, now i'm really pissed. you think you can trust someone but i guess you really can't. i feel like everyone i've confided in or grown close to has at some point screwed me over. i think people really only care about themselves. or use others because of something they want for themselves. i'm done with people.

ah, I don't know why I'm up so late. I just watched a ridiculous informercial and am putting off sleeping. I'm not sure why. I have to wake up in about 5 hours to make it to my first class in time. I think I've been analyzing relationships too much and worrying too much. It causes unnecessary stress. le sigh..

Ha. Guess I kind of forgot I had this journal. I don't think anyone reads this but anyway...this has been an interesting year so far. I aced my finals then flew to OK to be with Jen.  She's doing excellent now.  I talked to my favorite professor, Dr. Bernard, and he recommended me to an awesome internship! It would involve researching dolphins... ( Read more... )

sometimes i really can't believe it when i find out what is going on in our world. we all divide ourselves by these countries, but what does it matter? we're all the same. we're all just human beings. divided by creed and location. it's ridiculous. talked to shawn for a bit. still have no idea what to major in...school starting very soon. i know im ( Read more... )

today rocked. i went to jacob's house and we sat around and jammed and ate doritos. it was so strange, lindsey called me out of the blue. i haven't talked to her in ages but it was good to hear from her. she says she's having problems again with her parents, and i told her i'd be here if she needed me. anywayz afterwards jacob, rob, and i went to ( Read more... )

Well today was pretty fun. Finals are coming and so is summer. I will miss everyone and everything about this year. :(

why hello. i am just seeing if this thing works...