today i missed you ( Read more... )

last night was totally different, i was driving around town & i saw a terrible christmas display on someone's house. every thing that could possibly have lights on it, did have lights on it. big santas, snowmen, nutcrackers. even an inflatable nativity scene. & i just started laughing & i was like, "where the hell am i ( Read more... )

it was alright last night. i faked my way through a love a little bit more, but then we talked. we both feel like we're going insane. he's driving like a maniac, i'm going to stores for no reason & wandering like i expect to find some deeper meaning in the aisles. we keep leaving places at odd hours & driving to nowhere ( Read more... )

i'm starting to think there's something wrong with me ( Read more... )

today i went out to lunch with some of the girls ( Read more... )

i got scared the other day, i tried to pass it off to myself as amusement. while we made out his friend kept poking us, what i saw of the movie was funny, this boy actually has good intentions. it should have been a good time.

but really, all i did was realize that i am impressed by nothing.

this name is done.

does anyone else get sad when a shirt has a designated spot for your boobs, & you TOTALLY dont fit into it?

it makes me feel like my boobs should go on a diet, & thats just wrong.

i've distanced myself from this as a problem, but just for purposes of reflection, i got thinking about us.

& while it took two years, i didnt have a problem with my life until i met him.

& i looked at what retards we both are, & i was like, "man, if you're not happy with life, you've gotta be doing something wrong."

i've lost my edge.