just in case you've lost me, which i feel the world (the world being entirely composed of members of livejournal or diaryland, obviously) has done,

i'm here, for now.

i feel like i've forgotten for years. i don't know if it's actually been years, but...thank you.

thank you for singing; it makes me want to drive by your apartment, because really, i just miss you.

i changed my mind.

i want to cause you excessive amounts of trouble.

fuck saving lives, i just want to start fires.

you still haven't slept with her.

i always get the urge to dig all this up, bring back december. like, do you remember the way we used to hold eachother? you used to take things slow, like you thought we'd be together till we died. you know i never believed that, maybe never wanted it ( Read more... )

i'm no good at explaining that you're not what i want. at least not to your face, i've got letters for someone i barely know, folded & stacked, like i'm waiting to send them. to read them over the phone. send them through text messages.

you'll never know.

"what's wrong?"

ha ha ha!

he was crazy.

you're just oblivious.

you were always such a life that i never worked to have it. no effort, because horoscopes kept me waiting & the timing always seemed wrong ( Read more... )

i think, mostly, the problem is my closet hypochondria. i'm always talking myself into some sort of fatal illness, convincing myself i'm going to die any day now ( Read more... )