things come in threes right? that's what people always say. why?

that's right.. i asked it.

i found the answer myself.

"For as the Pythagoreans say, the all and all things are defined by threes; for end and middle and beginning constitute the number of the all, and also the number of the triad."

now you can figure it out too.

so i can't sleep. i'm sick again. i'm bored. i'm lonely. i've just watched 4 audrey hepburn movies. i can hear every single noise on the 5th floor. i can't figure out who is awake and why, but i can hear them. all i really want right now is a diet coke. i've ripped my room apart to find change for the drink machine. i only found 20 cents. dang. my ( Read more... )

last night i was caught in my first new york snow. i spent almost an hour in it. not by choice. i got lost coming back from melissa's. gotta love the freakin f train. i had to get off at queens (obviously nowhere near my house) and wait on an outdoor platform for a good 30 minutes. no one else was waiting, and the whole platform was covered in snow ( Read more... )

if it were a bet, i would have won. exactly three days ago i started feeling sick..i could feel the wrath of sickness coming.. and it did. my sickness has no name right now. but my arm has a bruise and a scab. 2 i.v. treatments from roosevelt hospital. if you have ever heard that new yorkers are assholes, go to a new york hospital. i dare you ( Read more... )

it's entirely true. you reap what you sow. here's a good explaination for the disasters of the past year ( Read more... )

it's cold. i can't feel my legs when i step outside. i can't feel my thoughts. i can't feel anything. this city is a hard one. it doesn't work for me, i work for it. hours collect to form days that collect to form weeks that collect to form months. and i can't keep time. i mark my progress by breakthroughs. so few and hard to come by. i should keep ( Read more... )

i'm over you in every way possible. love passed.

                                 ..9 days until i leave atlanta..

time has gone by so fast considering most days seem to drag on forever

i have a lot to say... but i'll wait until my last day to say it. lately things have been boring\dissapointing. last night, however, turned out differently. it started off a waste, considering i ( Read more... )

jason and the babies

(one still needs a home... any takers?)


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it turns out i love the man i've leveled with hatered. we had our first "adult" talk. he finally has faith in me. and i finally have respect for him. so sad it's taken 19 years to realize this.. i have the rest of my life to give him his well deserved chance.. i hope he takes it despite my moving away. i hope he calls once a week. i hope he comes ( Read more... )