Dude i feel so sick today, i just wish that i could talk to audrey or ryan.. they will make me fell better..cryyyyyyyyyyyyy....

i couldn't live without them... cryyyyy

 Well i just had a dream about ryan my bf, and it was awesome. I almosted cryed. Well i went on a dream dictionary (tells you about your dream) and it said

If your boyfriend is away and your dreams of him involve a lot of touching, signify how much you miss his presence and have him being nearby. The dream is telling you not to take the day to day ( Read more... )

AWWWwww i just talked to audrey and ryan.. i am so happy....... like they mean the world to me.. they brighten up my day... lol.....

I am at my cuz'z house and they want to call ryan.. omg what the fuck.. lol, i think they like him.. wow thats wired. anyways. Grr i am having dayshavooooo.. and its freaking me out... dude its like dayshavooo in ( Read more... )

well i miss there call because i was at the freaking mall. i wish i new that they were going to call i would have stayed home..cryyyyy

Yep yep just sitting here doing noting. audrey and ryan are going to some theme park.. i hope they have a good time. i am going to go to the mall sometime today, i think. Grr today is a better day, i just foud out last night that audrey is alowed to come up this christmas to visit me!!! no all we need to do is get ryans mother to say its ok.. and ( Read more... )

~MY Will~
 If i should die at an early age i would like people to know somethings.. and have somethings.
 The 1st thing that i would like to give away would be my heart.. and that will go to ryan.. no like he dosn't already have it and all..
 The 2nd thing would be my sole and that can go to anyone.
 The 3rd thing would be all my clothes and earings to ( Read more... )

Today was maddness at the home of Katelynn cornell!!! Everyone was yelling and no one was listening... just a bitch being here.. Allll i hear is clean, clean, clean, shut up shut up, no you shut up.. I want to run away so bad.. but i can't!!!!!
 I don't want to live with you or you, i want to live with my dad but he dosn't want me, and i can live ( Read more... )

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***Cry*** Augest 1st is the day that i left!!!  Wow i didn't think that leaveing would make me feel like shit. I was so freaking emo when i was at the air port in orlando. i had 2 hours to think about how my parents are gay and how my life sucks. Well it did suck intill i meet someone really awesome... His name is ryan.. I never though that love ( Read more... )