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Everything is a lost cause
To day was nothing big... I went no were.. but my batheroom and to the frigrater. Besides that.. i stayed in my pritty little room playing Vidio games and being on the internet.. God i wish i was in school. so that i can get it over with.. LAst night i was talking to allen about shit.. he is so intisting to talk to.. he is the onlyone that talks to ( Read more... ) -
why
Well i just went to Fl for another week and i thought that i would be a good thing, but it wasn't. Me and ryan broke up, why i really don't know. I still think about him alot.
Well i will give yall a run down on what happend this pass week in fl. The first day that i was there me and audrey went out on my uncles boat and that's were everything ( Read more... ) -
soo annnoyed
Omg I am so mad at everything, and i don't know why. Maybe it was the fact that my grandma and grandpa don't understand me.... but anyways i am at my cuzn'ts house and i am lauphing my ass off............. angery moster at 12:00!! well so bored now
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yaaaaaa!
Dude!!!!!!!!!!! I am so freaking happy. I am going to go to Fl again for another week.. yyyyyyaaaaaaahhhhhhooooooo... Dude i am going to run up to ryan and kiss him all over... LaLALAaaa...
On top of everything my mother is up to see me.. Its kewl. were going to go get some clothes tomorrow. I hope that i can get some awesome shit... I can't wait ( Read more... ) -
You love life one min. and hate it the next
Well yesterday i had like fist real long converstasion with ryan since i moved. I am so happy. I am alowed to used the phone now after 9:00... so awesome. I talked to audrey and ryan on tree way.. and she started to freak out because someone was noking on her door... i was freaking out and telling her to tell her mother and she isn't going to ( Read more... ) -
Sooooooooo happy!!!!!
Guess why i am happy?! Just guess... ummm well to late.. I talked to ryan today.. so happy. just wish that he would get back on. but i understand that he has other things to do... hehehehe. just bored.. just typing to past the time away. i think that i am going to go make a website.. i think thats what i am going to do.. LaLalalallala byesssss -
Freaking just so low...just want to die!!!!!!!
I am just really down at the moment. loves a bitch, and some am i. i just had a wired dream and it scared the shit out of me. maybe it was a vision. i don't know. its so wired. Wish i could say but people that the dreams about read this journal. so i can't. anyways. today.....
i did nothing.....or at least nothing yet. I am so bored. I just want ( Read more... ) -
why is everyone yelling at me..
Everyone is freaking yelling at me and i am about to kill someone.. Dude i woke up a 9:50 today because i didn't sleep last night i keep waking up.. So i sleep in to 9:50. god forbid.. i am still sick and i am not going to sleep good today either.. Dude my mother just called and she is freaking yelling at me to.. and i didn't do anything ... what ( Read more... ) -
I am going to make it....
I am going to make it even if i have to fake it. cuz i am going to be alight... Yesterday i was just thinking to my self that i need to stop being sad and depressed because i am going to see then again... i am going to see audrey for christmas... and hopfully see ryan to... I am feeling alittle bit better today but my head still hurts......
