I've been avioding dealing with my breakup. I've been istracting myself and not letting myelf grieve for what has happened. This is not good, not heallthy and i must grieve. Mini meltdowns are not the way to go. It is hard talking to him , hard not being with him yet it is the right thing for us both, i feel. That doesnt make it any easier yet it ( Read more... )

Ah.

I have a clean room. This brings me a sense of stabilty - to an extent. I've done some washing, had a shower and i'm going to go out for the day with my Lozzie :)

When i stop and think of it, iget sad but i know that it's the right thing for me. Knowing it doesnt make it any easier but it helps a little. I worry about Jacko.

It's all starting to sink in...

My boyfriend and i have broken up ( Read more... )

It has been a long time. Though not as long as i thought ( Read more... )

Eh. Why do i do it to myself ( Read more... )

Oh my god!

NICOLE HAS TOUCHED THE SPHINX!!!!

JEALOUS.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I WILL GET THERE ONE DAY!

AND JESS HAS GROOVY PANTS. :)

LAUREN ROCKS MY SOCKS.

HEHEHEHE. TEEHEE!

Today i have made my first ever christmas cake - you know, the one that is the family tradition? yeah. Jacqui was over and we had a lovely fruit salad for lunch. Yum. I love mangos ( Read more... )

2 credits and a pass...

good.

Perhaps perfection seems too bold,
A word here to apply,
For once love penetrates the heart,
It spreads to cloud the eye.

Still we in blindness take a chance,
And gladly join in Cupid's Dance,
For every joyful heart has shown,
Perfection dwells in love alone.

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