how am i going to get it back?

[lovesembrace]

An incredibly wise, and dearly missed, friend asked me this question. I don't really know the answer. I know that I'm putting forth the effort. And I'm trying to realize that missteps... relapses... are to be expected when you try to fight severe depression and an eating disorder without medication or therapy

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[akrodha]

I really appreciate your being honest-revealing all this takes guts. I wish there were some amazing piece of advice I could give that can help you get through this, but at least you can count on me hearing you out. And you know I still heart you, no matter what your "flaws" are.

:)