kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow. kyle's coming tomorrow.

um, yeah, i'm excited. and nervous.

sigh.

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having dan here in colorado is probably the best thing ever. i really seriously wish he lived here. if i could have my best az friends here in co, life really would be perfect. (and if i could have the long-distance unofficial bf here in co...that would be fun too ( Read more... )

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i wish there was a word for that stage in a relationship between 'friend' and 'boyfriend.' yes, he's more than my friend. no, he's not my boyfriend (yet). so he's...yeah...that. and he's the most incredible boy i've ever met. i don't even understand it ( Read more... )

i think regret is one of the worst feelings.

spring break in az is over...

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i woke up in arizona this morning.  do you have any idea how happy that makes me?  i feel as if a cold, hard weight has been lifted from my heart to wake up in my parents' house, my parents who went out of their way to buy me my favorite coffee, orange juice, plenty of cold medicine, already have heirloom presents to give me (a beautiful blanket of ( Read more... )

i'm going to be home tomorrow night!!!

arizona, here i come.  frick yeah.

//and if you left it up to me, every day would be a holiday from real.//

i really seriously need this break.  i'm starting to get a cold though which is disconcerting because i would really like to not be sick on my break that i so desperately need.  everyone has been sick ( Read more... )

i don't know what to write about.

should i write about how:

• every night when i'm falling asleep i ask God if he's real?
• i wonder if i'm actually doing anything with my life--what's the purpose of studying english at college anyway?  it's not helping anybody.
• my heart aches with love every day, so much that i can hardly stand sometimes?
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i get to hang out with the amazing kathryn butler tonight!

(she happens to be in denver for some school thing so we're going to meet up)

i'm so freaking excited!