there are times when i'm really unhappy or lonely but i feel like i shouldn't be, so i don't say anything about it.

it has been quite awhile since i've written here...nearly a year.  i doubt it anyone would read it anymore, but on the off chance, here's a quick update:

*i have one semester left of college.
*i just moved into a new apartment with my friend katie and for the first time in college, i have my own bedroom.
*i'm much different than i was when you knew me ( Read more... )

tonight i am quite proud of myself.

i stepped completely out of my comfort zone (and by 'completely' i mean that my comfort zone was a blur in the distance) and did something i've always wanted to do but never had the courage.

i attended beginner's jazz dance for adults at the arvada center.

as i watched myself in the wall-covering mirror, i ( Read more... )

"i like to get off with people,
i like to lie in their arms
i like to be held and lightly kissed,
safe from all alarms


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sha la la la don't be shy

the moments that measure our days are an interesting phenomenon to me.

yesterday for instance was, on the whole, a long, tired, stressful day.  but there were a few redeeming moments that kept me afloat and allowed my spirits to remain relatively high. 

• my favorite manager wrapped me in such a huge, bear hug yesterday ( Read more... )

this is my boyfriend kyle


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'ta-ta sounds more innocent'


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• i only have one more final.
• honest to god, my shakespeare group and i did a freaking puppet show instead of memorizing the lines we were supposed to for a skit.  we are amazing.  it was epic.  epic.
• my new apartment is sweet.
• i'm so excited for summer.
• my bf is real sweet.

i'm going to bed wearing my boyfriend's t-shirt.

there is something so safe and comforting in that.