My life for this past year has been unbelieveable for me. OK so the first few months last year wasn't too good, but after May it started going better than I EVER thought or imagined. I was FINALLY for the first time in my life able to accept ME, no conditions, without trying to change me at all. Fear is what kept me from being able to be myself ( Read more... )

She is soooo hot, so fine... ahhhhhh I love her!!!

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I am so frustrated right now. Fathers are such a pain in the ass. On father doesn't ever see Elijah, calls up after 3 weeks and was like, how is he. To me that doesn't show much of an interest. I never wanted any of this crap for any of my kids. I expected something totally different than what I got, for my kids. Elijah is his only son and from ( Read more... )

Ohhhhh relax... the kids are now in bed. Elijah my toddler, damn he is so in his terrible 2's but you know they really start when they are 1 and a half and aren't over until after 3 but do they really go away ever? He goes thru more mood swings than any woman I have known. He is a great little turd though. Part of me thinks that he acts out at ( Read more... )

I hate aunt flo, she is certainly someone I could live without!! I get so emotional, crybaby, never psyco mean or hateful.. Off and on all day today I just wanted to burst into tears and cry my eyes out... no reason.. boo hoo.. Sometimes she makes me think of things that just make me wanna cry... like this song I am listening to right now has some ( Read more... )

This is the song that describes everything I feel for my evilzzoe, she is wonderful and amayzing in every way, a once in a lifetime love! I really never thought I'd ever find her ( Read more... )

Well, it is MLK day, I am 1 among the other 43 other people here taking farking phone calls. It is slow, 5 mintues between calls. Right now I have one person on my mind and that is My Sweet Evilzzoe. She is starting new job, that she will absolutely LOVE, but of course is nervous. Which I don't blame her at all, I know with every change it is ( Read more... )

This is crazy to me to have a journal that everyone can read and not have one that I write in constantly. I like journals but we will see how I like this. I can type much faster than I can write, that is for sure. I decided to do this because my girlfriend has a live journal, but she hasn't updated it in a long time, and I have a friend shulkman ( Read more... )