I envy those people in life who live with such confidence and self assurance. Doubt never clouds the mind and the stains of embarrassment never colours their cheeks. Those who are beautiful and perfect and worshipped by followers such a myself. I know the shallow perfection I observe in other people doesnt really exsist, but with each hesitant ( Read more... )

Does anyone know how much fun being high or getting drunk outta my mind sounds? You could not possibly understand how much I dont want to fucking think. Acting like a slut with any random person sounds wonderous and I dont care at this point if i fucking hate this person.As long as you can make it good, i'm all for it I dont even care what the next ( Read more... )

I hate feeling like humpty dumpty. I just want to be put back together.He didn't get a happy ending though, did he? Goldylocks gets driven away by bears And I don't want to be cinderella. Yes she gets the cute prince, but he seemed just too great, and I despise perfect boys. Snow White and Sleeping Beauty require a long sleep of death, which I dont ( Read more... )

Finally home. We've only been gone since friday but it seemed like forever. Yeah so basically melissa's team did shitty (not their fault,Laura's (the good keep) mother passed away) and it rained like everyday. But the hotel was cool and lazer tag is now my new favorite sport. lol. Crashing into sexy boys and making conversation. yeah that was the ( Read more... )

I am: tired ( Read more... )

Tearing apart my mind. I'm slowly going crazy. I just want to forget. You know when something feels so right, that you have no doubt in your mind that this person should be with you no matter what? They know you the best, you've spent so many hours talking about so much, and nothing at all. They make you laugh, and they listen to everything that ( Read more... )

PoWeR is back! yay! lol yeah me and steph were almost asleep and everything just turned on. twas awesome ( Read more... )

Don't know why I'm thinking of him so much. I never realized how many little things bring back a memory. I was cleaning out my closet cuz Steph is coming over, and i found, what else, pictures and a sketch he gave me. Yeah and its so bad, every other guy i like, or even flirt with, is instantly compared to him. Worst part is, even though I said i ( Read more... )

Metro Conference Champions! Yeah Cranbrook Soccer! We beat Liggett 2-0. Rough game. They play so dirty and are they bitchy. But *breaks out in song* we are the champions, my friend... haha not really ( Read more... )

Just got home from grandpas 75th bday party. Way too much fun with Gabriella. haha those spanish parties sound like so much fun. and i learned so many dirty words in spanish. awesome. AND THE BEST PART, next winter break, I'm going to argentina with her sarah and lil tommy. yay sooooooooo excited. BUt yeah heh heh i luv u gabs, lol YEAH BOARDING, ( Read more... )