Suffering:Triggering Post

[lovesmonet]

I am suffering on many fronts. My weight has dropped again this morning which will only increase my physical suffering. While my physical self gets lighter and lighter, my emotional self gets heavier. I am very depressed and every calorie not eaten, while making me superficially happy, is contributing to the continued downward slide of my mood. If

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[hostage_of_hope]

many hugs. I hate how terrible this disease is. How it takes over the mind. Stay safe.

[bookgurrl]

This is so sad to me. You know you ARE going to end up in the hospital, it's just a matter of time. And then you'll be away from your kids again. I wish I could do or say something to help you turn this around. You've gone way too far. It's not worth dying for. You are playing Russian Roulette with your life. I know you want to have a nice summer with your kids. You won't be able to do that if you are weak and sick. What is the point in losing more weight? What will it get you?

I'm glad you are still volunteering and able to spruce up your sons room but for home much longer will you be able to do that if you keep starving yourself?

I'm so worried about you. I wish you weren't suffering so. My heart aches for you.

[craycraytheysay]

I agree with bookgurrl, this is probably not ending up well for you. I actually kind of hope you go to the hospital though, as much as it sucks. It seems like you are unable to take care of yourself right now. It's sweet that you take care of others and I am glad it makes you feel a bit better, but yyou deserve to be taken care of as well (by yourself), remember that.