i don't write because i just can't articulate the way I want to. and sometimes i'm not around because i'm too goddamned sick to try.

but i always read and care, i do.

i look fine on the outside ( Read more... )

maybe ( Read more... )

this journal is pretty much all private entries now. not that i ever wrote anything anyone wanted to read that was the problem. im a crappy writer and too scared to say what i really think publicly anyway.

i really appreciate the people who let me read their journals, thanks, sorry im useless.

ahhhhhhh what am i to do with all this HATE

i'm just going to say hello to all the nice people who added me to their friend lists :D i hope all you good people are well today.

SHED SOME SKIN FOR THE FEAR WITHIN ( Read more... )

i love you
you caught my eye
you gave me a smile
oh but will you remember
will you remember me
no you didn't see
you didn't see.

people who keep flogging the same old joke over and over again even when it was never funny in the first place

people who have to always one up you even when you were only trying to comtribute and not compete

being lonely

wanting to get drunk

drinking