I totally don't need such a big friends list. No one ever has anything to say so I'm assuming no one will be butthurt. I should journal in private, my connection with el jay died long ago.
This morning, I was thinking of your post where you mentioned getting snack twice in a row, and I shared with my wife who was all "yeah! what's up with that?". Last year when we had two kids in co-op preschool and she was stressed about all the doubled up work, the dreaded snack was the worst - especially just keeping up with the competitive nature of it.
I'm impressed how well you're dealing with all the more serious trouble, and I wish the best for you.
Dude. TELL.ME.ABOUT.IT! What is with the competitive nature!? I'm all for organic unprocessed foods but jesus.effing.christ. I made banana bread from a box mix last week and decided if anyone asked me about it, I was just gonna lie. And I was totally okay with that ;)
I actually have a lot to say, but not a way to say it. I had a comment window open for the longest time this morning but... I couldn't make anything out that wasn't dorky.
I'm thinking of you.
I honor your struggle, and the struggle you take on for that child.
I wanted to comment when I read about Kia/steph. I used to be Kia so it hit a little too close to home and just... (of course I also used to be a drug addict so... Hmm) <33333
hahahaha ditto with everyone else, i have lots to say (and have even said some) but if you think you need private space to journal GO FOR IT!!! STOP APOLOGIZING AND JUST DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!
but, keep in mind that isolation isn't good either :)
find a balance and if you need the privacy then take it. how is your step work going btw? and meetings? you are still in my thoughts courtney... wanna do by the book next sunday night?
I would love to do BTB but I always fucking work on Sundays. I'm pretty sure this post was just a cry for attention. I feel so fucking vulnerable sometimes and I needed some support. Not the healthiest way to go about it! Step work is going good. Met w/ my sponser last night working on step 2. Talking to her constantly and even fucking praying alittle ;)
Thanks for the support you have given me here Brady, I really appreciate it.
i keep wanting to remind you i'm here, but, you told me the phone scares you (i don't actually care about that aspect of it, i'd feel more guilty about "bothering" a working mother lol) so i'm glad you know i'm here.
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I'm impressed how well you're dealing with all the more serious trouble, and I wish the best for you.
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I'm thinking of you.
I honor your struggle, and the struggle you take on for that child.
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but, keep in mind that isolation isn't good either :)
find a balance and if you need the privacy then take it. how is your step work going btw? and meetings? you are still in my thoughts courtney... wanna do by the book next sunday night?
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Thanks for the support you have given me here Brady, I really appreciate it.
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