sleep

[lovestruck41308]

jeez...im so tired.  i havent been able to sleep well in the past week and a half.  it's rather annoying.  i want to sleep so bad.  when im tired i get...well let's say i get emotional.  today i was so hyper.  now i've just got a lot of things running through my mind.  not all of them are necessarily happy but oh well.  i've lived with bad thoughts

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[cabaret_kitty]

aww baby i'm sorry i'm not there to chase away the bad thoughts. I miss your arms wrapped around me i could have really used them today. I had thoughts of doing something bad but thinking of you kept me safe. I love you and wish you were here.

[lovestruck41308]

cutie, why were you thinking of doing something bad? why were you sad love? im so so sorry that i wasnt there for you...

[cabaret_kitty]

i don't know when i wrote this i was thinking of my parents and how much they hate and how much better off they and everyone else in my life would be without me. i was very down on myself when i wrote this. i feel a little better. I still miss your arms wrapped around me keepin the bad thoughts at bay.