blah i hate being sick. especially this cold. i swear i would not even wish this upon my worst enemy it sucks that bad. at least i finally have the energy to get up and do something now. i felt like crap since 6:30 yesterday but at least i've stopped pucking.  and im really pissed off because it took like an hour and a half at the doctors. my ( Read more... )

ok this is the weirdest dream ive ever had. it first started at my grandma's house. my girlfriend and i were naked and our friend was there too.  he was gonna help give us a turkey baster baby. i was the one who was going to get pregnant (because for some reason she had already had a baby but her mother was the one taking care of it). anyway after ( Read more... )

i had a nightmare last night that made me wicked sad.  i was going to take a shower and i went to step in but my mom was already in it. she was bleeding from the back of the head and her eyes were blank. i knew she was alive and i couldn't figure out why she didn't call for help.  the tub was filled with water too and her head kept bobbing in and ( Read more... )

jeez...im so tired.  i havent been able to sleep well in the past week and a half.  it's rather annoying.  i want to sleep so bad.  when im tired i get...well let's say i get emotional.  today i was so hyper.  now i've just got a lot of things running through my mind.  not all of them are necessarily happy but oh well.  i've lived with bad thoughts ( Read more... )