I look back at all my old posts and I can't believe I was so pathetic. I spent almost two years just moping around after I got dumped by the girl who I truly believed I would spend the rest of my life with. But that sure wasnt the case. And during those two years of being incredibly destroyed I let so many people pass me by while she moved on. I ( Read more... )

What a day. I'm still a bit angry but yeah. She needs to learn that what she did was disrespectful. She's lucky I didn't smack the shit out of him and then her. It took everything in me not to smack them but whatever ( Read more... )

What a day. My day started off rough. The only reason I wasn't so pissed off at midnight was because I woke up to her text. I felt all happy because well I miss her. But I know now that she made it very clear the day that she ended everything, that she doesn't want to be with me. And the truth is, if she didn't want me before then she doesn't want ( Read more... )

Tell the truth.. There's more to life than how many women you have sex with. And there's more to life than how many girls you have on the side. And there's more to life than all that stupid shit. In the end, honestly what really counts is love between people and how much somebody cares about you. A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, Like you've ( Read more... )

I will not disturb her. I refuse to upset her. I already made a deal with myself so nope don't bother her. Stupid movie made me miss her even more. I shouldn't of gone out. It just made me remember why I would stay isolated from everything and everyone. Fuck I'm stupid. Ughhhh stfu. I will not..if she wanted me to bug her she'd talk to me.

i just realized that i havent done my hw..haha
i am not going to sit here and be depressed or allow myself to get that way. As long as shes happy then kool for her. But i need to learn to make myself happy too you know. I may end up being alone forever but fuck it, im just gonna make the best out of what i have

"LET THE WORLD STOP TURNING , LET THE ( Read more... )

i feel like the two days we spent together were good..the first night, yes we did cry but then you were lovey..hugged me while i cried just like i hugged you while you cried..held my hand..i got to hold you while you slept..enjoy your presence..so much emotion, i thought it would be the last time we would ever hang out..then we did end up spending ( Read more... )

whats there to do
when my heart is in two
when my face is a wreck
when my soul is a mess
when my mind is constantly reminded of you..
can it be so?
That you have left me for good
that we are no longer together
forever through?
is it this easy for you to move on?
because it sure isnt for me
youre all thats on my mind
you were my dream come true
now you have left ( Read more... )

Youre still not talking to me and now i just think youre ignoring me. And yes it does hurt alot actually. I never thought youd be like this with me. These days that youve left me like this have made me think and i get it. I am a barrier and cant keep blocking your path, you know that now. Im sure you have been happy these days that we havent talked ( Read more... )

You havent talked to me since friday afternoon. i dont know why. possibly busy i assume. Or maybe you just dont want to talk to me. I dont know. I wish it werent like this, just like i wish you would be able to hang out with me..blah. To know that i might not ever be able to see your beautiful face tears my heart into shreads. Drowns my soul and ( Read more... )