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Church, Thoughts etc etc
so I went to church last night. Yeah. It has been a very long time since I have gone near a church, let alone actually gone inside of one. Why? These are some serious questions for me to ask myself. I recently have in on my mind that I have wanted to go back to a church. Kinda like I feel like I miss it. I missed the fun times. I miss the deep ( Read more... ) -
lots of thoughts right now
lots on my mind today for sure. to start, yesterday mom told me that a old friend of the family, chris, is going to prison. Chris is a close friend to tony and aunt diane. He got into a fight outside of caesers palace and smashed the guys head with a rock and killed him. wow. talk about ruining the rest of your life right? he said he didn't mean to ( Read more... ) -
Iran democracy lol
so last year we had an election that was about hatred for this ongoing war. We are putting an end to terrorism and intolerance. Or are we? So this weekend, i guess iran held an "election" their "winner" is a freakin dictator where the election is rigged. Our country wont even comment on this shit. Now this man is a huge antisemite and a holocaust ( Read more... ) -
confused about shit
Fifi is leaving. She told me it might happen and now it is confirmed. She is being deported. so fucking stupid.. she has been here her whole life. she probably doesnt even remember mexico. she is a great friend. So fun and everything. I dont knwo what else to say. She is leaving. I am gonna really miss her. How do you say goodbye or do you even say ( Read more... ) -
thinking about stuff . . . big time stuff
For some wierd reason I have just been dwelling on this subject today. Marriage. Maybe its because I just went to JD's wedding, or maybe cause yesterday Sarah and Tim talked about their upcoming wedding. Me and Britt's three year anniversery of going out is coming. It is decision time, yet again. Last time this kinda happened I would classify as ( Read more... ) -
life
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Emery
So I got the new emery cd. So good. Every just get some new music and it is everything you like put together. So refreshing to sort through the mainstream bullshit and to see a band going back to their roots and sounding fucking amazing. In shallow seas we sail is that album. Will go see them for sure. Reading the album reviews is fun for me for ( Read more... ) -
Moving Mountains
simply phanomenal (I think that is how you spell that)
Ever just hear a band for the first time and go "holy shit!"? And then you buy a whole album and listen to every track and every note like a critic and still love every minute of it? Yeah. That is what I have recently discovered. They are called Moving Mountains. From in New York State somewhere ( Read more... ) -
drive all night
now we drive all night
passing time the best we can
avoiding the inevitable
just entrails of this love remain
familiar shadows of former grandure
we drive past those beloved places
scenes play beneath the surface
but so much colder this time
thoughts blocked by insecurities arise
shear darkness blurs hindsight
further down the road ( Read more... ) -
untitled
solitary and deep
screaming down the cravass of diligence
past oblibious callus inquiries of those being passed
i seek the bottom of solidarities ditch
where companionship and friends simply must abide.
a beam of hope occasionally passed my view
there is a change coming
aquaintance transform to comrade
but presently feeling the tugs of ( Read more... )