deep breath

question this familiar place

reminise that past scalding experience

old obstacles present again

perceived lessons learned

breath in

she was stunning in my eyes

so unimaginably beautiful

priceless, precious

i loved her

breath out

her beauty to filth

that beast showed his face

the harlot became her

so much wasted

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until relief comes and repairs the damage entrails of heartstrings

for the last time his roughened hand falls

leaving a bruised but relieved innocent.

while my mother cries for reopened scars

visable to only their witness

no longer will this beast of flesh oppress

endlessly dragging his line of spousal casualties

leaving just beaten human battlements in his wake

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So I haven't been on this journal in 4 years. I decided to start writing in here. I don't really believe anyone will read this but that doesnt seem to matter to me really. I have just deleted probably hundreds of entries from subjects like juggling to meeting my infamous ex fiance ( Read more... )