"Unless it's Mad, Passionate, Extraordinary Love, it's a waste of your time. There are too many mediocre things in life. Love shouldn't be one of them."

she'll be here in 10 days....i'll see her in 12. my stomach gets all knotted when I think about it.

I've realized that when I let myself be negative..I really get on a roll with myself and I can make a mountain out of a mole hill. It's crazy. I really want to be a positive person..and I believe that mostly I am. I think most of the time I can find the positive in almost anything. I guess I'm just really extreme and I want to tone it down. I want ( Read more... )

I don't even know anymore....I'm beyond frustrated

1st  day of August. She'll be here in 19 days.

But thats just what we do now...we make small talk..we talk about how I fucked things up...or we fight. I'm starting to believe your words more than my own. I'm know that I am feeling negative the last few days, probably because I get my period soon. But when you say anything to me lately, I am taking it all so personally. I'm tired of you leaving ( Read more... )

 i just wish this month was over...

The love that she used to give me can't be found
I lost my way, she said she'd stay
And lately I've been sleeping with a ghost
My stock is down and out, I used to be worth my weight in gold
That was before a great depression kicked in and rocked us
And that was before the hurricane came in and stopped us
I told you to leave, but you lied to me
When you ( Read more... )

"How I know your face, all the ways you move, you come in, I can read you
 You're my favourite book
 All the things you say, the way you shift your eyes
 I never knew there was someone, to make me come alive..."

like walking in a minefield....that's what it's like....