Well life in general has been kinda hell. my brother came home from japan for thirty days and stayed drunk most of the time and was a complete asshole. he barely spent anytime with his kid, which upset the whole family, because Luke never gets to see his daddy and his mom is a total waste of space. we were really hoping they would bond alot while ( Read more... )

As ignorant as it sounds, i feel like somebody has cruelly ripped a gapping whole in my heart. I'm so fucking alone. I took so much for granted, and i lost everything. I should have known as soon as i started making plans i was fucking up. It's like a pattern in my family, at least a pattern my biological father had. I have been told i amalot like ( Read more... )

I know have two large scars on my arm. I didn't cut, though i wanted to, but my brother made a tatto gun and he wanted to test it on me. There is no ink, so it's jsut scars. he did a flower on my left arm and my name vertically on my right arm. it bled like a mother fucker, but it didn't hurt, i didnt really feel it, because i was kinda numb. I'm ( Read more... )

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OJ Simpson. My Criminal Justice project. The assignment was to research the case and pick where you wanted to persecute or defend. i decided to defend. And it has turned out to be rather ease to do. As i'm reseaching the case i notice a few things. If OJ did it, why would he have left so much evidence behind that led concusively to himself? The ( Read more... )

I fucking hate being fucking 16 years old!! I'm not an adult, but then i'm not a child though way too many people want to treat me like i am (which is PART of the reason i'm going to Florida). I'm way to fucking mature for these dumbass fucking boys my age, but i'm apparantly not fucking mature enough for older fucking men! I'm sexually frustrated ( Read more... )

Chuckie is leaving... QUITTING!! One of my favorite people in the whole world is leaving, jsut like he did two years ago. I had ask him on wednesday is he would be quitting anytime soon and he told me NO. WTF?? he's one of my best damn friends, despite the fact that he's 24, and he's leaving...again.

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everyone needs a myspace, lol http://www.myspace.com/tickleslave thats me ^_^

Hey there people, long time no update. I'm at school and this computer actually doesn't block this website. Awesome i know. I can't seem to get on my internet for some reason. So how is evryone? I feel like hell, some bitch named Jessica Guess seems to be unable to find anything to talk about other than me. Apparantly i pissed her off when i said i ( Read more... )