i cant stand this place anymore.  i need to find my own apartment, NOW.

i just want to feel complete again...

Marijuana.

I saw a company truck today that had the logo, "find 'em dry - leave 'em wet"!  ...I had to share.

on another note,
I get relaxed and happy when I imagine looking at Cory's adorable freckles
and  his icey blue eyes cut through me ;
he glows when he looks at me and smiles while he presses his nose against mine
He makes me feel so safe inside his ( Read more... )

I'm begging you to woo me.
Falling in love...
Please I'm begging you to make me suffer.
Falling in love with you.

Flowers of red begin to bloom on the
White sheets in her room.
Our lifeless bodies
Lying there rotting for all of time.
This morning I woke up
I rubbed my eyes and I
Took a quick glance around the room
And saw what happened here last night.
There was blood on the walls
And the sheets smelled like sweat and sex
We have narrowed it down to the butcher knife
And ( Read more... )

I am getting better at this.

It still sucks having Cory in Aruba, I miss him GREATLY.
I'm hoping I get to see him a lot more, now that the cars are done.

...they came out great, btw.
http://sinfulcreations.net/magnum.html

We cant always understand what we are shown
how was i supposed to know our love would grow?
 

 I keep having epiphanys on the rides home.

Today:  I have to believe in myself to be happy now. I can't rely on someone else to be happy happy. Only I can see the sun so i need to sit down and take it in. The skyline is burning red so withdrawl your sorrow.

Also:  It suddenly hit me how being single and living by yourself, is a completely different ( Read more... )

They lie about marijuana. Tell you pot-smoking makes you unmotivated. Lie! When you're high, you can do everything you normally do, just as well. You just realize that it's not worth the fucking effort. There is a difference.

just stop hurting me everyday.