christmas was great. it made me look back and realize how much i truly do have now. i used to just think about all the materialistic items i couldnt afford and how much that sucked. its amazing how much my life has change. i live very comfortably. money is no longer something i stress over. theres nothing i want so bad or have to have right now ( Read more... )

i guess its just now dawned on me that a new year is quickly creeping its way into my life. i should be focusing mostly on CHRISTMAS. for some reason im not stressing over what im getting my boyfriend who pretty much buys himself everything he wants whenever he wants. pssh. haha. ill figure something out...i hope. but ive got my 9 month old ( Read more... )

goddamnit. why is it ive been posting here as of late? im gonna make this short because im super tired and ive had an exhausting and very tiresome (??) past couple of days. i love to download old songs that i used to jam out to back in like..middle school! haha. i swear the whole car ride from my mom's to my house was just a mix of various bands i ( Read more... )

viva las vegas! just got back from nevada today. was a long loonnnggg trip home. even longer once arriving realizing that it is absolutely FREEZING in this place. chicago's a great city, always will be home to me, but i dont want to live here much longer. considering brock and i both went on this trip (birthday gift to me :)) we are both pretty ( Read more... )

i'm sooooooooo tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeahhhhhh.

go livejournal!

haaaaaaa.

naptime.

yoooo. im freakin bored. decided to give livejournal a shot since nobody reads it anyway. life is good. i have an awesome job in downtown chicago and the boyfriend & i are looking to move there possibly, though we are wanting to move to orange county more than anything, but since bianca is so little we cant take her away from my mom and the rest of ( Read more... )

godd, it is SO weird looking back at old entries of mine where ppl were actually able to comment. so many people have changed physically and as far as mentally?? who knows. some of those people i havent talked to or seen in years, literally ( Read more... )

LIFE IS GOOD!

i am so happy right now and it makes me really appreciate what i have at this time. sometimes when i look at the past, all i see is misery in comparison to the present. i just cant believe how negative my lifestyle was. i would have never realized it if it wasnt for change. im sure many talk about how i'm some drunkie clubhead now, but do they ( Read more... )

i had a baby march 5th.

she is my world and i just thought id share.

her name is BIANCA MADISON..


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