i think i have an abcess tooth and it sucks but my doctors office wont see me unless i pay 50 dollars to go in and i obviously cant afford that.

guess im just gonna have to suffer. or wait till it gets bad enough and then go to the hospital. fucking gay.

was going through  old messages on myspace from forever ago and found this that billy wrote me. was when he found out i was with andrew and pregnant ( Read more... )

 so i feel better today but i want to write but i cant write about this on myspace cuz my boyfriend will read it ( Read more... )

havent put anything on here in awhile!
so its monday and i have to work in a lil bit. awesome lol. 
and im sick!
sucks!

so my neice has a new picture on myspace and i hate it. she seriously looks exactly like that bitch abby that i wasted half a year of my life on trying to be her "best friend". ergh everytime i see it it makes me sick. id say this on myspace but i still have some of abbys friends to weed off my friends list ( Read more... )

is it too much to ask that if i pour my heart out i get some sort of feelings back instead of a joke!?

UGH

i havent went and looked yet but so far i have my eyes set on this pretty dodge at the lot where i got my taurus, but who knows i have more places to look ( Read more... )

i got my tax check waiting for me at the place right now! im so excited i just want to get a new car tomorrow.

getting rid of that taurus is gonna be one of the best moments in my life!!! 

i really hate that for some reason every time i try to enter the subject for the first time it ends up in this box and im like damnit, delete, put in right box. stupid thing. 
i have to close at work tonight, it wont be too bad tho. atleadt i dont get on till 12:30 so thats less time spent with everyone else. only stuck with them till 3 anyways ( Read more... )

so were talking about getting married. and he said he even looked at rings today with his mom and sister, although he should probably have kept that secret haha. but its ok.  id marry him this very moment thats how sure i am that i could spend the rest of my life with him. hes so easy to get along with, he makes me laugh every second. i mean there ( Read more... )