things still arent any better, infact they are probably worse then they were. its gonna be awhile before we come anywhere near close to digging us out of our financial problems. Now they are even attaching our bank account for something that billy owes. I didnt know they could even do something like that but i guess they can. I wish we didnt have ( Read more... )

so things have been, well things have their ups and downs lets put it that way.
we finally got our own place again. which is nice, i love it. but now our bank is all messed up because of billys constant procrastination, and honestly tho i have tried to let it go i am still very upset with him. and i feel a little,,,,,confused, like ugh i am married ( Read more... )

 now that im not in such a pissy mood i am ok. i slept it off lol ( Read more... )

 so i dont know about things lately. im having a hard time being happy and im kinda mad at billy. hes just been such a dick lately ( Read more... )

5 days until Billy leaves for the navy.
Im going a little crazy allready but im trying not to freak out. I still feel like him leaving on tuesday isnt really going to happen, like he couldnt possibly be leaving. But he is. I dont want to cry infront of him when he leaves. im gonna try really hard not to. i just dont want him to think that i am gonna ( Read more... )

i realized i usually only write here when i am mad. so here is a none mad blog! lol. 
things are good right now!

 i hate when people are fucking inconsiderate!
and they dont think before its too late. 
pisses me off.

feeling kinda tired and moody today. dont wanna go to work! or get paid for that matter cuz i feel like i never see a dime oout of any of my checks anymore. i want a new job. been thinking about applying at like costco. who knows. if i do i will prolly do it during the week of my vacation. 
just scared to do something new. but i think if our hours ( Read more... )

so we stayed up till almost 3 last night and i finally fell asleep but i wake up at 6 and hes gone! i was like omg i cant believe he snuck out of bed to play wow. i came down stairs but he was just on myspace.  lol. then i go back to bed and not to longer he comes back too. i fall asleep. i dont know what time it is but i wake up and open my eyes ( Read more... )

so it sucks i didnt do much with my 3 days. one cuz of my tooth, 2 because ive had no money to do anything. it sucks. im supposed to go with ktrisha today to watch her get a new tattoo. i most likely will go, depending on what time it is and if i even feel like it ( Read more... )