wow updates on this this is insane. sorry bout that ( Read more... )

wow its been awhile, right?

volleyball season has been over for a while now,
and i miss it more than i thought i would.
deep down i really hope i get an award at the banquet...
like..most improved or something.
but i swear im not being prideful,
itd just be nice for senior year, yknow?

i was talked into joining the basketball team,
and then i went to ( Read more... )

ick, so we lost the game yesterday ( Read more... )

A time comes in your life when you finally get it. 
when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, 
you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the 
voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough 
fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. 
And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, 
your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or ( Read more... )

i think ill update this once in a while...

friday was my first volleyball game, and we won [ =
the boys won too, so everyone was pretty happy.
right after the game we drove up to the jr/sr retreat,
pretty fun, sorta uneventful, but i would probably go again if i had the choice.

saturday we packed up and left, and chilled at the school for like..an hour ( Read more... )

i havent updated this thing in ages. 
it doesnt really matter, i dont think anyone reads as it is.

today was the first day of my senior year.
sort of bittersweet, being the last first day of school i get.
it wasnt a bad day, i just have to get used to everything.
i can tell already that spanish will be my hardest class.
faaaantastic.

when i sat down at ( Read more... )

i dont think im going to do volleyball anymore.

im officially doing volleyball, the papers are signed.
except i really dont want to go to practice on my birthday.
i hope they dont get mad if i dont go the first...
i just. gah i dont know. hmphhh.

and by the way,
i really wish our school sent out schedules.
i dont want to go through the chaos of first day switching.
i want to know what im doing,
and get ( Read more... )

i think im officially playing volleyball my senior year
who else is planning on playing?

edit:
i am visiting university of connecticut in a couple weeks,
i think this means im growing up.

is it just me, or did we all take life before now for granted ( Read more... )