so i leave for Nationals in 2 days.
and this year i think i actually stand a chance.
wouldnt it be cool ot say you're the best in the country?
i think so..
wish me luck!
chicago here i come!(midwest ive missed you)

the next time i write in this,
i will be in my new apartment IN VIRGINIA!!!

goodbye kansas
helllooooo new life

Im leaving for virginia next friday.

and to tell you the truth, i think i actually believed i would never grow up and move away.
damn.

i have lost faith in almost everyone alive ( Read more... )

I miss the colors that you brought into my life ( Read more... )

"Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means you've decided to see life beyond the imperfections. So, don't say you're happy because everything is alright. Be happy because everything sucks but you're just fine." -Anonymous ( Read more... )

i miss you

seemed like. all the fun i had in my life, was with you.
now you've got someone more important than me, and if i was gone...you wouldnt care anymore, becuase you've got someone to fill my place.

its not fair.
i honestly love you more. and need you more.
but you dont need me anymore.

so, i wish i could go back to freshman year. there is so much i would do over, so many things i would do differently.

and i thought id be so much further along then this. i disapoint myself.

so. i figured. i might start writing in this again, seeing as only 2 of the people on my friends list update this... and mega poo told me to start again. no one knows about this anyways ( Read more... )

i think livejournal died...