wanting something and knowing that you cannot have it
hmmm its insane
but is that worse than wanting it but not being able to speak up or fight?
is this what im suppose to do
just sit there
and somehow pretend all is k
pretend that someday itll just pass
????????????????

well, here i am just sitting here wasting away ( Read more... )

just sitting here, not even finished with homework but just cannot concentrate! I had a pretty crappy day. And as i think about it i dont even know, its just that it ws idk, pointless i guess ( Read more... )

I try ( Read more... )

There you were..
All alone,
Sitting
Hating
and wasting away.
How so effing not fair!
Who gave you the RIGHT?
Oh do tell me!
please i beg!
You make me sick!
Why i did not run to you?
..you ask.
Run to who?
I do not know you.
How could..you ??
I refuse to believe
that you did not care!
So not FAIR!!!!!

why wont i hate you???

my third today! well ill probably not post for long time later.
Sitting here listening to music and just thinking of the upcoming monday. You know i talk of stupid control and ability to not make that specific choice< im so freaking full of it. Im like one of those hypocrites its pathetic ( Read more... )

what is a human being. I was sitting in my religion class, 6th period when this came to mind. is it possible to place an accurate definition to us? we are love we are hatred, we are self centered and compassionate, beings of reason and absolute absurdity. Ahhh its so freaking insane ( Read more... )

The forest was dark that night, with the full moon as the only source of light. Despite the weathermen’s predictions, it was raining. Outstretching her hands Kelly tried to catch the think droplets of rain. The rhythmic pattern of them against the nature relaxed her. The droplets were so mysteries to her, coming from the unknown, possessing no ( Read more... )