But I'm still the same me. The only diffrence is my mind set. I won't dwell on the past because it might take a toll on my future. As for people, I'm not everybodys favorite person(not that I was before). I'm not even my own favorite person sometimes. But I still show myself respect by not waiting for people who'll always seem to expect me to ( Read more... )

I have been very busy over the past few weeks but I'm sorta in the clear now. Nothing really special happened over break. Went down south, came back. Derrick and I are stuck in friend-zone but I'm perfectly ok with. Maybe he'll find a girl who needs his stability and can feed off of it. My mother is really suckish. She pretty much slept through ( Read more... )

So I've basicly discovered that Derrick is in fact *the* most sweetest, kindest, smartest boy I know. He bought me a hoodie from aeropostale as an early Christmas present. Here I used to believe all men were scum and in walks Derrick, a kid who just by smiling, has my heart. He's way easy to talk to and has all the same beliefs and morals as me. ( Read more... )

So basicly I sort of love my lunch table. We have the most akwardest conversations for a group of 14- 17 year old girls. Katie is addicted to L Word and makes refrences to it all the time. Tina zones out all the time and only tunes in long enough to hear a ' that's what she said' moment. Kati always has a story to tell about one of her boyfriend or ( Read more... )

because of the girls I sit with. Katie, Kati <-----no I didn't forget the e she prefers it that way, Angelique, Tina, and Dani when she skips class ( Read more... )

All I wanna do, is be with you, be with you. There's nothing we can't do just wanna be with you only you. No matter where life takes us nothing can break us apart, you know it's true, I just wanna be with you.

Do you know what it's like to be truely miserable?

When people tell me that I should do _____ with my hair, or buy ______ and wear that because I'll look prettier. S'cuse you? I get really affended or offended however the way it's pronounced, when people tell me that. Mostly 'cause it's those chicken headed girls that everyone hates. And most of the time they are reallly sincere when they say it. ( Read more... )

Derrick has my heart, but I can't let him know that. When we go to homecoming Friday, I won't know what to do with myself. Dear God, don't let no one give me alcohol.