I feel unneeded lately.  I can't really explain it further, it's just how I feel...fuck it.  oh well.  That's my life. 

I move in tomorrow morning!!!  Can't lie, I was a bit nervous all day about it, but then I saw some pictures from Maddie's facebook, and now I just want it to here!!!  I miss being on campus and being on my own (for the most part)....I just want to get in my room, set it all up, make myself feel at home again, catch up with old friends, all that ( Read more... )

I don't like feeling unhappy.  I don't like hating myself.  I don't like feeling lonely.  I don't like being jealous.

So, what do I do about it??  I'm unhappy because I hate myself, and am feeling particulary lonely today.  I get jealous about the stupidest stuff because I'm so damn insecure, which usually leads to stupid fights (that I usually ( Read more... )

I seriously need to be back at school....this summer's been great, but so much has been going on that I've lost touch with a lot of people and I miss them....I also feel like I might be relying too much on another certain person, and that's not fair to them ( Read more... )

I'm home!!!  Mexico was super fun, but I'm really glad to be back.  If you have a facebook I put up pictures there so you can see them!

I got my housing stuff while I was gone...apparently I move in on the 29th so if you're living in the towers, I'll see ya'll then!!  Can't wait!

Well, 7am tomorrow I will be off to the Mayan Riviera in Mexico until August 9th!  I know you'll all miss me tons....hahaha ;)  You won't be able to get in  touch with me cuz it's, ya know, outta the country, but feel free to leave me fun messages to come home to!  Miss ya'll tons! have a good week!!

::Love::

my mothers surgery went very well friday morning.  she was in the operating room for about an hour and it took her about another 1-2 hours to wake up, but besides a bit of nausea and a headache, the doctors said everything went smoothly.  She faces about 4-6 weeks of recovery, and then in a about a year she'll go back in for the big one.  But for ( Read more... )

Seeing as the surgery is tomorrow, I might as well let ya'll know what's going on....my family found out a little over a year ago that my mom has a brain tumor.   Until this past May it was dorment and there was nothing to worry about.  Well, in May my mother began losing her eye sight rather quickly.  As of a month ago she was legally blind.  The ( Read more... )

L - A - S - T:
01. last ciggg: January
02. Last kiss: yesterday
03. Last Cry: can't say really...not too long ago
04. Last Library Book Checked Out: like 5 years ago haha
05. Last Movie Seen In a Theater: The Devil Wears Prada
06. Last Book Read: This English Series about a teenage   
      girls life
07. Last Cuss Word Uttered: Shit
08. Last Beverage Drank ( Read more... )

I wish I could admit just how much I need you.  How the thought of you smiling at me is enough to bring tears of joy to my eyes ( Read more... )