Ya know the funny thing about LJ?  So many people put you as their friends, that eventually, even if you wanted to write something extraordinarily private and important, you can't.  Because, if one person you don't want to have read your thoughts, reads it, people just can't  help but run their mouths and then the whole world knows about it.  So, ( Read more... )

I'm not really sure why I'm writing tonight.....I just have this overwhelming urge to do so.  School is falling down all around me, but for some reason, I'm not completely losing it yet.  I think it might have something to do with what a certain person put up on their facebook recently....It's utterly amazing to me how something so miniscule can ( Read more... )

Write ten statements, intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who. Just write things you've always wanted to tell people ( Read more... )

Jealousy....it's a fickle and worthless emotion.  So why is it so hard to ignore?  Is there a way to feel confident enough in yourself to not worry about losing those you love?  If we can trust that our friends won't betray us, why then, is it so difficult to do the same with significant others?  Why is it, the closer you get to someone, the less ( Read more... )

I wish I could smile and mean it ( Read more... )

I'm home...in Farmington...for the rest of the semester...I hate it already...I miss my life. my friends. being able to do what I want, when I want.  And most of all, MIKE....Call me a silly love sick school girl, but the thought of not spending each night with him kills me.  And of course, tonights the first night I'm gonna have to spend alone  ( Read more... )

The doctors assured us we had at least a year.  In fact, they thought she may never have to have another surgery.....once again, I put my faith in the medical profession only to have that faith stomped on and torn to shreds.  This coming Tuesday my mother will be going in for a Craneotomy aka, the BIG one.  They will be removing not just one, but ( Read more... )

why does everything have to be so fucking complicated all the time!?!?!  UGH

I know it's only the 2nd week of school, but does anyone else feel like they're in over their heads already?  Cause seriously, I feel like I'm drowning...and it's not a good feeling. 

Mike and I just finished making fudge....(yes, Catherine, your fudge made THAT BIG of an impression on me...)  it's gonna be delicious!!!  YUUUMMMM!!!  :)