No one seems to read this anymore anyway, so I guess I can say whatever I want....not that I will. It's just the principle of the matter...here's my inspirational quote of the day, if anyone happens to actually read this..."stop and smell the roses...but beware of bees."

1.What curse word do you use the most ( Read more... )

I am so in love...and THAT is something to smile about.

I think it's time for a real update. Not my usual attempt at subtlety. Here's how I'm really feeling...Most of the time, I feel good. If not great. But there are still times when even the smallest thing can completely piss me off. Things that if I stop and think about for a few minutes realize are not a big deal, and I usually let them go. ( Read more... )

SAD SECTION ( Read more... )

Thank you. I love you. Goodnight.

It hit my like a ton of bricks about 20 minutes ago...as happy as I've been feeling the past month, it's become pretty evident that I am still really angry. I'm angry at him for doing what he did, I'm angry at the girls who were supposed to have my back and didn't, I'm angry at our judicial system for failing me (in a huge way), I'm even angry at ( Read more... )

I started moving my stuff out today...I never realized how much shit I've accumulated this year! Craziness...Otherwise, life is good. Mike surprised the heck out of me Saturday night/Sunday morning for our one month, I got to see Proof which was really really good, and last night a bunch of us from the 4th floor went to the First Annual Theatre ( Read more... )

feeling rather conflicted today...actually I have been for a few days now...mostly stress I'm sure, but there's this teeny tiny voice in the very back of my mind that won't shut up either...pretty damn frustrating I must say. But now is not the time to think about that...I need to focus on my jury which is in a little over a week and my last 2 ( Read more... )

I have no particular reason to update tonight, I just feel like if I start writing, what's creeping up from the pit of my stomach will eventually find itself at my fingertips and finally out on this computer...This may sound odd, but I have felt more alive the past 3 weeks than I have in the past 3 years. I'm not really sure what to do with this ( Read more... )