for the first time in my life.
at this moment...
i feel like I can finally forgive my father for everything.
and not feel the need to guard myself at all.

i feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder.
i cant stop crying.

I love my dad! and i forgive him...

that on the outside im fine right now ( Read more... )

i seriously screw up almost anything good that comes into my life.

im confused.
about so much.

i wish i just knew how to make everything work out righ for me.

i wish i could stop crying...especially when i go to sleep.
im a freakin mess.
i should just stop trying.

im just trying to remember.
everything happens for a reason.

im just frustrated ( Read more... )

have you seen the movie, "Because I Said So"? If not...I suggest it. Well there is a quote in there that says..."Theres a lot of really great almosts out there ( Read more... )

but he is absolutely incredible.
i cant wait to see what else comes of it...
looks really good to me :0)
and can i just say one more time?

he is incredible.

and i dont care what anyone thinks if you something negative to say.

it felt so good to be gone ( Read more... )

i leave for boston tomorrow ( Read more... )

so ive really noticed something about myself this summer. one of my goals is to start really focusing on who i am. cause i feel like i dont know. like im so sparatic and weird with my hopes desires and goals. i didnt think that was right. but im starting to think its ok. its an uncomfortable feeling to really not know who you are. but i think life ( Read more... )

can i just fast forward a year? please ( Read more... )