i shut the door and felt my legs collapse beneath me as i leaned against the wall. tears were already forming behind my eyes and i couldn't bear to watch you drive away for what seemed would be the last time. the tears came freely as i heard your engine rev up and i wished deep down in my heart that you'd come running back into my arms for one last ( Read more... )

just something i threw together the other night.. we'll see if i make any changes/additions to it ( Read more... )

dear sara ( Read more... )

i wanna gouge my eyes out, just so i can't see you walking away ( Read more... )

driving to her house, i was hoping that the cold jones soda would work as an ice pack for her heart, but when i got there and saw her, i knew it was useless to her pain. she was sitting against her garage door, and had torn a kleenex into hundreds of tiny little pieces that were scattered across the driveway. mascara had run down her cheeks, tears ( Read more... )

i will do my best to erase you from me
every fingerprint, every scar
even the memories will be gone
but never soon enough

relief awaits me somewhere
somewhere out there
this stagnant heart
never moving, never caring
will become full of life
once again

we're driving just as fast as we can and we're racing to outrun the wind. it's just me and you and you and me so wild eyed, so young, bright eyed and free. and we're trying to get out of here and a small town romance draws ever near. and i swear we're in a movie the highlight comes when you kiss me ( Read more... )

i don't know why i'm posting in this journal. i figure a lot less people read this one. i just needa get my thoughts out ( Read more... )

what i write didn't happen, obviously. i just put myself in the position of somone who experienced this. it's fiction. not real. don't get any ideas, ohkay? now that that's over with.. here we go ( Read more... )

a picture is worth a thousand words. a thousand memories ( Read more... )