new journal... my_last_kissxo

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me and mike

Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator Masochists to which I cater You don't need to bother; I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on, I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me ( Read more... )

i decided to make my journal friends only because

*family cant read it

*some people dont like to read about other people complaining about their life

*whats the point in being my "friend" when you never read it or comment in it?

- so im going to take all my friends off and if u want 2 be my friend.. just let me know... and ill add you back : )

- ( Read more... )

wednesday
i didnt get up till 7.. when i get up at 6 everyday... so the day started out kinda bad.. but i guess it got a little better.. i sorta forget what happened.. i know i didnt do good on my bio test... even tho i actually studied for once
after school i had the stupidest year book thing... we had to crop and pick out pictures for the year book ( Read more... )

friday

i forget what i did lol

saturday

i woke up, went to indoor.. we won, but i didnt play that good : /  oh welll...

had a nice long serious talk with kel <3 i hope things are better for you, hang in there!!

came home, all i did all weekend really was wash, folding clothes, hanging clothes up, sorting clothes, cleaned and washed dishes

it sucked ( Read more... )

today was ok.. school was boring... 1st period was funny lol

alg was so funny.. lol ha   people make me laugh so much!<3

i came home went running in the cold rainy wether, came home did 30 sit ups took a shower, did wash, cleaned kitchen, did more wash and then cleaned the computer room; considering my mom cant do anything, her back is feeling ( Read more... )

today

today was ok... not bad but not good

school was boring

i dont understand.. like 7 bomb threats in 8th grade.. a bullet in the boys bathroom last year.... and here comes more bomb threats, i dont understand people, my mom told me that she doesnt want me going to school 2morro beucase she doesnt want me 2 blow up.. lol... i dont blame her tho ( Read more... )

saturday night
i didnt do anything at all, cleaned the kitchen and my room and stuff... then went 2 bed at lik 1 or something

sunday
woke up, went 2 rancocas (sp?) woods place to get my mom something, then went to walmart to get candy for my drivers ed project
got home and did my project allll dayy... i also cleaned more, my project didnt turn out ( Read more... )

yesterday ( Read more... )

yesterday was ok... it wasnt that bad.. until the end.... i was an absolute mess but yeah we wont get into that

i went 2 bed around 11 or 12

2day i got up at 930 and did absolutly nothing, my moms still mad at my dad.. so she stayed in bed all day, my dad watched football all day, i just fucked with my cell phone and thats it

this break is going ( Read more... )