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This weekend has been good for me, I think. For one thing, I think things with Seth are exactly how I want them to be now, and that I've got enough distance to not be weird about it anymore. Awkward moments on Friday night aside, we're cool and we can hang out or not, and I don't really expect anything more from him than a good conversation when ( Read more... ) -
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I want to have had an extraordinarily fun weekend - I keep trying to convince myself that I did, but everything is overshadowed with regret. Regret for overreacting, regret for making questionable choices, regret for not knowing my own mind ( Read more... ) -
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Re: Last Monday
Last Monday was an interesting day, significant several ways. It is somewhat significant (or at least significant to my last entry) in that it was the last day that I saw T, who has apparently disappeared from my life. This is a bit strange to me, but that's just how these things go I guess ( Read more... ) -
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I spoke French for an hour today, the longest I've done so for quite some time, and I feel like part of me has been reawakened. I'm different when I speak French, different in a way that I like. Something about the vowel sounds at the back of my mouth, the way I purse my lips, the different tone of my voice me transforme into quelq'un qui est ( Read more... ) -
in search of a 5 by 8 red moleskine
I finished my journal, the black beat up one, on the way back to school, nearly two and a half years after I started it. There was something right about finishing it much the same way I began it: on a plane carrying me away from my home ( Read more... ) -
I found this poem that I wrote a while ago
Illusions of YouThe dim light cradles me ( Read more... ) -
You are my sweetest downfall
It seems as though everyone is posting tonight, so I thought I'd respond in kind ( Read more... ) -
Haiku from my morning shower
intensely hot drip
rest of spray luke warm at best
what the fuck, shower?
in a small shower
weak and sad water pressure
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I want to write but I don't know what to write ( Read more... )