wow its been a while since ive written in this well i guess a little updating needs to be done well me and amandah and a couple of friends have finally found a place to live its a nice place and its home to me couple of more things and the house will be complete well its confirmed my baby is pregnant yea it might be a little hard for the both of us ( Read more... )

YOU NEVER STOP UNTIL MY FINAL BREATH IS GONE i swear you push things soo damn far i dont even feel like myself nemore the nice caring kind and faithful steve you once new has turned into this hate filled, uncaring, dont give a shit about neone, person  i hope your fucking happy

FUCK YOU

o yea no one fucking post a comment  cause im tired of ( Read more... )

finally i get to finish what i never got to start

I FUCKING HATE THIS SHIT and the worst part is that you dont even know that this IS whats killing me.....

I TOLD YOU IT WOULD END UP LIKE THIS

I don't know what I'm Gonna do ( Read more... )

I'm down a one way street ( Read more... )

FOREVER ( Read more... )

man today was shitty and boring amandah came over and in a way i was happy cause i got to see her but in a way i wasnt cause it just made me realize how much im gonna miss her i just wanted to talk to her but here come samantha knockin on the door so i really didnt get to say anything idk what to do, do i wait like i said or do i start the recovery ( Read more... )

nothin ever seems to fucking work if its not me its the other person but i guess thats how things work right?????askl;efjo;asdijf ;lasdfjkjkl;sdf ajkl;adfjsjkl;dff jkhlkasdl;kfj fuck fuck fuck soo fucking pissed right now i really dont know what to do but i guess theres not much i can do u say u need ur time ok ill give u ur time but how do u think ( Read more... )