i started ironing out the grad schools i'm going to be applying and reapplying to. right now it looks like: art institute of san francisco, california college of the arts (reapplying), UCLA, unc chapel hill (reapplying), SCAD and possibly art center. i want to get like 10 applications out but i dont just want to apply willy-nilly. i might look into ( Read more... )

i got an email from sean today. he talked with david and he said he would send me my heart back. the book, however, is in ventura so sean will get it for me next time he is in the area. i'm glad im going to be getting those pieces back. i thought i was going to have to cut my loses there but i'm glad that he agreed to send them back to me. :)

i heard from sean last night. he said he'd been really busy with work and hadnt had a chance to get back to me. he said he would talk to david and ask him for my pieces back. i suggested he just fwd the emails i sent him. he said that was a good idea. he said he'd call david and hopefully get a hold of him last night or today. i hope he hasnt ( Read more... )

i hate an art show today. it was pretty much a bust. it was at this belize cultural event so no one was really there to look at art let alone buy. it was a bit disappointing but i got to see a lot of the presenters from the Bar Basic show which was really cool. they are really nice people so it was nice having some people to shoot the breeze with. ( Read more... )

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i havent heard from sean regarding my email. i think i might just have to forget those pieces. they were made with love, given with love and now they might end up garbage.

thats very sad.

check this out! lol: http://www.atom.com/spotlights/kanye_west_apology/

i went and saw my therapist yesterday. after a week of hardly thinking about dave at all i back slid saturday. she said that that is ok and that i shouldnt beat myself up over it. we were together for 7 years which is a really long time. i shouldnt expect to just be over it like that. she explained that the brain really isnt wired to remember pain ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning feeling weird. i havent decided why yet ( Read more... )

sounds like new york might be a-go! after a chat with kristen she said it sounds doable. im looking into being gone from around feb 26th-mar 1. i think thatll be a fun little birthday celebration for me.

i hope it works out!