[One Shot Series] Iwaku (The Past)
Title : Iwaku (The Past)
Pairing : Sakuraiba, slightly Ohmiya
Genre : Au, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG 13
Beta : ice_colour
*u`re sick n i ask u to think about summary with me,.gomen~~
-ma-chan hugs-*
Disclaimer : I own Arashi in my imagination, yeah, just imagination T__T
Summary: I wanted to meet you Masaki, although you were no longer in this world...
It was the only way for me to live through the present, As the time had deprived me of you.
If I couldn’t meet you in the present, I just needed to go back to the past...
This Fanfic related to Mirai (The Future)
Everybody and everything have eyes. Times went by… They saw every scene around them, recorded it, and memorized it… Every day… Every second…
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I walked to Nino and Ohno`s apartment. A small apartment in the middle of greatest of the cities - Tokyo. I climbed up the staircases one by one, enjoying every single step. I stopped at a plain door. I slowly knocked on the door and could hear Nino`s voice behind the wall, “Hai…”. He opened the door and smiled at me. “Ohayou, Sho-kun…” I smiled back at him and he stretched his hand toward me. I slowly touched it…
Aiba blew his candles and smiled at me. I smiled back and clapped my hands together with Ohno, Nino, and Jun. He looked around with embarrassed expression. I walked closer and put my arms around his waist, I hugged him from behind and whispered in his ear, “Happy birthday, Masaki… I love you…” I kissed his cheek.
“Urrrmmm…” Jun cleared his throat and walked to the veranda. Ohno and Nino were still there but they were too busy to care about me and Aiba. He turned to face me and hugged me back while looking at me with his doe-like eyes. I moved closer to kiss him, I kissed him slowly, trying to express my feelings for him without words. I pulled back but still looked at him, who looked at the floor instead of me.
“I love you too…” he whispered slowly.
“Huh? You love the floor or me?” I asked him and laughed hard. He looked at me and pouted.
“Okay… Don’t be mad on your birthday… I`ll get your present, Masaki,” I said and let go of him, but he stayed still.
“I hugged my present already,” he leaned his head on my chest.
“Seriously, Masaki… I just need to take it from our room…”
“I`m serious… You are the best present God could’ve given me… I don’t want anything else…” he looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and hugged him again… Really tight…
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I sat on the bench in the park near Nino`s apartment and ate my sandwich. A lot of people walked in front of me in a fast pace. Sometimes they checked their watches. No one realized that sakura was already blossoming beautifully. It was spring already, Masaki… I touched my bench and closed my eyes…
“Sho-chan… Lets sit there for a while…” Aiba pointed at a bench in the park. I couldn’t believe him…
“Did you check your watch? We will miss the train if we sit here even for a little while…”
“No… We won’t… Sho-chan… It`s spring already… We don’t have any time to enjoy it…” he sulked in his spoiled tone.
“No, we should go now,” I said firmly and started to walk again. But he didn’t follow me, he walked to the bench and sat on it. I sighed and walked back, sat beside him.
“Happy?” I asked him, he smiled widely.
“We met in the spring too… Do you remember, Sho-chan…?” he asked me while looked up to the sky.
“Yeah…” I answered him.
“That`s why… Spring is special season for me…” he giggled a bit and kept his eyes
to the sky. A sakura petal softly fell on his hair, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
“I’ve felt really sick lately…” he kept his eyes closed while talking to me. I looked at him. He looked skinnier that’s what I thought.
“How comes?” I asked him, he opened his eyes and looked back at me.
“I don’t know… I just feel like I`m not well...” he answered and smiled.
“You just think too much…”
He nodded and looked at the sky again, ”Yeah… Yeah… Maybe…”
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I stood in front of a white building, then I slowly started to walk and entered through the gate. A woman walked the opposite way, and slightly bowed to me. I bowed back, she smiled, “Good morning, Sakurai-san.”
“Good morning,” I answered her. Then she kept walking her way, I knew what she was thinking… A young guy who’s trapped in his past… Yeah… That`s me… I walked to the garden in front of that white building and sat down on a swing. I took a deep breath and touched it…
I hugged him from behind and we just sat there, enjoying the morning sunshine. I tightened my hug and he snuggled closer. I could feel his heart beating slowly, his rhythmic breathing, and his warmness. I tried to hold back my tears… I couldn’t let him see that I was sad… I wanted him to see me as the happy Sho…
“What are you thinking about…?” I whispered in his ear. I could see his cheeks tightening, he smiled.
“Your life without me…” he whispered back. I closed my eyes, trying my best to not cry in front of him.
“What are you going to do without me…Will you be able to cook breakfast by yourself… Will you be able to sleep alone… Will you manage to wash your clothes by yourself… But it cannot last forever, ne, Sho-chan… You must find someone again… But don’t forget about me…” he touched my hand slowly and caressed it.
“I love you…”I whispered again. He laughed softly.
“You know that perfectly… I love you too…”
“I`ll always love you…” I said desperately. He shook his head slowly.
“No… You can’t do that… You have to love someone again after me… Promise me, Sho-chan…?” he turned his head. I could see his pale lips but his eyes looked as strong as always.
“I can`t promise that…” I answered him and kissed him slowly, ”I`m so sorry…”
He smiled, “But promise me… You`ll try…” he touched my cheek slowly and I nodded.
“I want you to promise me one more thing…” he said and rested his head on my shoulder.
“What is it?” I asked, although I knew I would regret giving him the chance to make me promise something to him.
“I want you not to use your ability to see our past…” he said softly.
See… I was regretting it now… I just kept quiet and he turned back again.
“Sho-chan…? I didn’t hear your promise…” he pouted. I shook my head.
“Yes… Sho-chan… You have to promise me…” he nodded his head.
“Not that Masaki… Please…?” I was begging him.
I could see the past if I touched someone or something. I could see someone’s past if I wanted to, but if I didn’t want to, that ability wouldn’t appear even I touched someone’s hand, or touched something. I could see those visions like I’d be back in the past. Aiba knew about that, and he tried to persuade me not to use it to meet him again… Even if it was only in the past…
“Please, Sho-chan…”
I sighed and nodded, he smiled again. Not the bright smile like always but a weak one.
“If God would offer you… Would you want to be another person, Sho-chan?” he asked me.
“I don’t know… I’ve never thought about that…Why? Do you want to be another person?” I asked him.
“No… If I’d become another person, there’s a chance I wouldn’t meet you… So I will ask God to make me as Aiba Masaki, no matter how I live after that… So I could meet you…”
I couldn’t believe he would leave me in no time. I couldn’t live without him…I couldn’t…
“I love you, Masaki…” I leaned my head in his neck, I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore.
“I love you too, Sho-chan… Always…”
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I walked along the narrow pathway. I was there alone with the silence. I could only hear my own footsteps and birds chirping. I took a deep breath, filled my lungs with the fresh air. I stopped in front of a beautiful marble gravestone. I kneeled down and touched it. But this time I didn’t use my ability.
“Ohayou, Masaki…” I smiled.
“I have to go to office after this… I have an important meeting this noon… I just want to apologize again…that I cannot keep my promise… I can’t stop meeting you everyday… Even if it`s just the past…” I sighed and tried to smile again, “I love you, Masaki… Always…”
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konbanwa~~
I`m back with my angst genre again >.< *really dats my fav*
I promise to post Iwaku (The Past) that related to Mirai (The Future)
jyaa...here is it~~ ^.^
tell me what do u think ne~~ >.<
Pairing : Sakuraiba, slightly Ohmiya
Genre : Au, Romance, Angst
Rating : PG 13
Beta : ice_colour
*u`re sick n i ask u to think about summary with me,.gomen~~
-ma-chan hugs-*
Disclaimer : I own Arashi in my imagination, yeah, just imagination T__T
Summary: I wanted to meet you Masaki, although you were no longer in this world...
It was the only way for me to live through the present, As the time had deprived me of you.
If I couldn’t meet you in the present, I just needed to go back to the past...
This Fanfic related to Mirai (The Future)
Everybody and everything have eyes. Times went by… They saw every scene around them, recorded it, and memorized it… Every day… Every second…
~~~~~~~~******~~~~~~~~
I walked to Nino and Ohno`s apartment. A small apartment in the middle of greatest of the cities - Tokyo. I climbed up the staircases one by one, enjoying every single step. I stopped at a plain door. I slowly knocked on the door and could hear Nino`s voice behind the wall, “Hai…”. He opened the door and smiled at me. “Ohayou, Sho-kun…” I smiled back at him and he stretched his hand toward me. I slowly touched it…
Aiba blew his candles and smiled at me. I smiled back and clapped my hands together with Ohno, Nino, and Jun. He looked around with embarrassed expression. I walked closer and put my arms around his waist, I hugged him from behind and whispered in his ear, “Happy birthday, Masaki… I love you…” I kissed his cheek.
“Urrrmmm…” Jun cleared his throat and walked to the veranda. Ohno and Nino were still there but they were too busy to care about me and Aiba. He turned to face me and hugged me back while looking at me with his doe-like eyes. I moved closer to kiss him, I kissed him slowly, trying to express my feelings for him without words. I pulled back but still looked at him, who looked at the floor instead of me.
“I love you too…” he whispered slowly.
“Huh? You love the floor or me?” I asked him and laughed hard. He looked at me and pouted.
“Okay… Don’t be mad on your birthday… I`ll get your present, Masaki,” I said and let go of him, but he stayed still.
“I hugged my present already,” he leaned his head on my chest.
“Seriously, Masaki… I just need to take it from our room…”
“I`m serious… You are the best present God could’ve given me… I don’t want anything else…” he looked at me and smiled. I smiled back and hugged him again… Really tight…
~~~~~~~~******~~~~~~~~
I sat on the bench in the park near Nino`s apartment and ate my sandwich. A lot of people walked in front of me in a fast pace. Sometimes they checked their watches. No one realized that sakura was already blossoming beautifully. It was spring already, Masaki… I touched my bench and closed my eyes…
“Sho-chan… Lets sit there for a while…” Aiba pointed at a bench in the park. I couldn’t believe him…
“Did you check your watch? We will miss the train if we sit here even for a little while…”
“No… We won’t… Sho-chan… It`s spring already… We don’t have any time to enjoy it…” he sulked in his spoiled tone.
“No, we should go now,” I said firmly and started to walk again. But he didn’t follow me, he walked to the bench and sat on it. I sighed and walked back, sat beside him.
“Happy?” I asked him, he smiled widely.
“We met in the spring too… Do you remember, Sho-chan…?” he asked me while looked up to the sky.
“Yeah…” I answered him.
“That`s why… Spring is special season for me…” he giggled a bit and kept his eyes
to the sky. A sakura petal softly fell on his hair, he closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
“I’ve felt really sick lately…” he kept his eyes closed while talking to me. I looked at him. He looked skinnier that’s what I thought.
“How comes?” I asked him, he opened his eyes and looked back at me.
“I don’t know… I just feel like I`m not well...” he answered and smiled.
“You just think too much…”
He nodded and looked at the sky again, ”Yeah… Yeah… Maybe…”
~~~~~~~~~~*****~~~~~~~~~~
I stood in front of a white building, then I slowly started to walk and entered through the gate. A woman walked the opposite way, and slightly bowed to me. I bowed back, she smiled, “Good morning, Sakurai-san.”
“Good morning,” I answered her. Then she kept walking her way, I knew what she was thinking… A young guy who’s trapped in his past… Yeah… That`s me… I walked to the garden in front of that white building and sat down on a swing. I took a deep breath and touched it…
I hugged him from behind and we just sat there, enjoying the morning sunshine. I tightened my hug and he snuggled closer. I could feel his heart beating slowly, his rhythmic breathing, and his warmness. I tried to hold back my tears… I couldn’t let him see that I was sad… I wanted him to see me as the happy Sho…
“What are you thinking about…?” I whispered in his ear. I could see his cheeks tightening, he smiled.
“Your life without me…” he whispered back. I closed my eyes, trying my best to not cry in front of him.
“What are you going to do without me…Will you be able to cook breakfast by yourself… Will you be able to sleep alone… Will you manage to wash your clothes by yourself… But it cannot last forever, ne, Sho-chan… You must find someone again… But don’t forget about me…” he touched my hand slowly and caressed it.
“I love you…”I whispered again. He laughed softly.
“You know that perfectly… I love you too…”
“I`ll always love you…” I said desperately. He shook his head slowly.
“No… You can’t do that… You have to love someone again after me… Promise me, Sho-chan…?” he turned his head. I could see his pale lips but his eyes looked as strong as always.
“I can`t promise that…” I answered him and kissed him slowly, ”I`m so sorry…”
He smiled, “But promise me… You`ll try…” he touched my cheek slowly and I nodded.
“I want you to promise me one more thing…” he said and rested his head on my shoulder.
“What is it?” I asked, although I knew I would regret giving him the chance to make me promise something to him.
“I want you not to use your ability to see our past…” he said softly.
See… I was regretting it now… I just kept quiet and he turned back again.
“Sho-chan…? I didn’t hear your promise…” he pouted. I shook my head.
“Yes… Sho-chan… You have to promise me…” he nodded his head.
“Not that Masaki… Please…?” I was begging him.
I could see the past if I touched someone or something. I could see someone’s past if I wanted to, but if I didn’t want to, that ability wouldn’t appear even I touched someone’s hand, or touched something. I could see those visions like I’d be back in the past. Aiba knew about that, and he tried to persuade me not to use it to meet him again… Even if it was only in the past…
“Please, Sho-chan…”
I sighed and nodded, he smiled again. Not the bright smile like always but a weak one.
“If God would offer you… Would you want to be another person, Sho-chan?” he asked me.
“I don’t know… I’ve never thought about that…Why? Do you want to be another person?” I asked him.
“No… If I’d become another person, there’s a chance I wouldn’t meet you… So I will ask God to make me as Aiba Masaki, no matter how I live after that… So I could meet you…”
I couldn’t believe he would leave me in no time. I couldn’t live without him…I couldn’t…
“I love you, Masaki…” I leaned my head in his neck, I couldn’t hold back my tears anymore.
“I love you too, Sho-chan… Always…”
~~~~~~~~~~~~*******~~~~~~~~~~~
I walked along the narrow pathway. I was there alone with the silence. I could only hear my own footsteps and birds chirping. I took a deep breath, filled my lungs with the fresh air. I stopped in front of a beautiful marble gravestone. I kneeled down and touched it. But this time I didn’t use my ability.
“Ohayou, Masaki…” I smiled.
“I have to go to office after this… I have an important meeting this noon… I just want to apologize again…that I cannot keep my promise… I can’t stop meeting you everyday… Even if it`s just the past…” I sighed and tried to smile again, “I love you, Masaki… Always…”
~~~~~~~~~~~~*******~~~~~~~~~~~
konbanwa~~
I`m back with my angst genre again >.< *really dats my fav*
I promise to post Iwaku (The Past) that related to Mirai (The Future)
jyaa...here is it~~ ^.^
tell me what do u think ne~~ >.<