jay reatard dead? ugh.

 so my rat joey is coming up on two years now. i took her to the vet for a skin condition (among other things) and it doesn't look good. looks like she might have a long-term respiratory condition, weakening her immune system. because she's so sick, common mites that rodents carry are bugging her (no pun intended, folks), explaining the loss of fur ( Read more... )

i've been feeling so antsy lately. i can't shake the feeling that i'm wasting my time here, that there's something more. i almost booked a flight just to GO somewhere, despite not having the money, or the time off work. there's just this sick feeling like a lump in my throat and a pit in my gut that tells me i should leave soon. 
fuck. i just got ( Read more... )

 i long for that type of companionship that i haven't really had since age seventeen. or so. someone to just be comfortable around, talk without judgement, listen to records. i mean, i've found it in him, but i think it's important to have that special female friend. he's been my best friend now, but what do i do when he goes away? the thought ( Read more... )

loneliness and nostalgia has set in. why is it always so easy, too easy to get to this?
i have a bad habit of thinking about people from the past, and the connections we had and lost. even if the connection lasted only a week, or a night. i guess some things aren't meant to be, and some friendships aren't meant to last. or maybe they never really ( Read more... )

take me back to the land of poutine. please...i would do anything!

being in winnipeg feels...wrong.

bummed!

my lovely little deedee died yesterday around 4:30 ( Read more... )

the sweet nothings have decided to split up. no, it's not your fault. you didn't do anything wrong, and we're not mad at you - we still love you very much! we just decided that it would be best for everyone if we spent less time together.
xo

i saw susan boyle on cnn or something and she sang 'my heart will go on'. i was disappointed. verrryyy disappointed.
i take back that other post. i do still, however, love les mis.

i feel like throwing up right now, my nerves are all over the place. there is/will be so much change happening right now and in the near future ( Read more... )