holding my tongue so tight, don't you even dare.

Are we as human beings seasonal ( Read more... )

A cold dark alyway is what I face ahead. The prescense of darkness so greatly increased by the absence of the happy hearted. The ones that I love. The people that can grip me and pull me away from the dark that I see now. This is a task it seems but can greatly be overcome with dedication and commitment.

Out of body is somebody. Perhaps two sides is not the truth. The third twin resides inside. Or is it outside? It’s the journey to meet him that boils some water. In this water we will take one step at a time burning our feet on the way. When it’s truly pure it will be met with great revel. Extract all meaning in this and all that will be left is ( Read more... )

Am I even myself right now, what the fuck am i doing?
single handedly the fucking wierdest day of my life.

I want to tear away from my skin, all that is within I want to throw away. I want to release in the most negative despairing way. to get back to my senses. Restructure is what I need. Bone to flesh and flesh to bone , head to toe, toe to head... never get back what I had . Ixne on the hombre is the story of my life, a step too far and whats done is ( Read more... )