well I am here and it is awesome...The weather is cold as shit, But it is fall and I get to see the leaves change colors. My aunts rock my socks. For the first time in my life I feel: Happy, loved, strong, and confident. I hope that all is well for everyone there. I hope Sandi and Noah are happy in THEIR bliss. God bless all those with skeletons In ( Read more... )

by the way this is my last entry on this journal. I will miss every one who made this journal what it is.
thanx

IM me for the new one

monday I am going to go see the Dalai Lama...yay I am so excited!

Just before my parents died I found out that I have two sisters. Samantha and Candice Osslund. We all met when I was 7 and samantha and I instantly had a sibling connection. Candice on the other hand could give a care less. All I have ever wanted my entire life was a family. I am worried that I will never have that. I worry that even though they ( Read more... )

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)Very HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very High ( Read more... )

fuck it just hurts so much to be in love and know that you can never be together. When I awake every morning I roll over and hope she will be there and every morning I realize that she is gone and I will not see her again for a very long time. I spent so many years with her as a a friend helping her through her tough times, hugging her through the ( Read more... )

Beer, lemonade, sprite, and vodka
oh dear

I am moving away from arizona and from all of the BS loser "friends" that that ooze conviction and morality while really hiding deception and backstabbing deusche baggery. So to everyone who THINKS that they might be in this category you probably fucking are ( Read more... )

Okay so i just had this scary ass dream and cant fall back asleep! I was walking down the street from my house to my moms house and I was walking west on some little road whe on the corne a man got out of his car and like saw me on the phone and said to me really drunk...Its my friends birthday and if you give me yor pgone and wait here I will come ( Read more... )

last night at Josh's house warming party I got fuckin wasted beyond imagination. I am not boasting...I am sorry. To everyone who saw that I am sorry. I did not bring Joshs house a gift but I did christen it with a large batch of vomit. sorry again I am so hungover but the good news is I have a keg of amber bock chillin at my house so I can just ( Read more... )